Saturday, June 28, 2008

Die

Struggle - Write - Score
Struggle - Speak - Score
Struggle - Answer - Score

Loop
Work - Smoke - Work - Smoke
Continue

Study - Listen - Espanyol
Eat - Pump - Narcissism

Trust - Cross Fingers - Invest
Meet - Eat - Laugh
Pray - Pray - Pray

Die

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Need

Need a life
Need direction in life
Need meaning in direction
Need fulfillment in meaning
Need innocence in fulfillment
Need permanence in innocence

Thursday, June 19, 2008

First post from my e50

88:30
por 2 -3 ger

need some direction in life.
Watched Sarkar Raj - BIG letdown

Friday, June 13, 2008

1:54 am

9 minutes to go Hol 3 : 1 Fra.
The dutch are making mincemeat of the french.
Love the exasperation on Henry's face.

Nistelrooy almost made it 4:1.
The carrot still dangles.

I'm almost feeling sorry for France
Ribery just went over the bar.

Think I'm undergoing a change.
Realising that no man's an island.

France just got buried alive.
4:1 in stoppage time.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Smellisions

Just got INSPIRED all over again - Amazing what a ROCKY movie can do to you!

People have visions of the past; I'm having what I like to call smellisions

Lotta smells coming back to me..
-Cheap photocopies of engineering notes
-The old Sherlok Holmes' books I once had
-The last leather shoes I bought
-The cards an ex flame gave me
-Mummy's dal-chawal (been 5 years)
-Brand new tugite cricket balls
-New notebooks for the new school year
-Ammonia from the chem lab (yuckk)
-Ammonia from the school toilet (double yuckk)
-The strawberry deo a girl in my junior college had a fetish of wearing
-The first cigarette (yeah I STILL remember that. It was a panama)

Ok, thats all about the smells.

I got a looong vacation coming - complete next week off from work - finally SOME rest.

Going to matheran on a trek this sunday.
IF I wake up on time.

Passed my spanish diploma exam.
Taken a break from the language - will resume classes in mid July.

Things very bright professionally.
Albeit the work gets to my head very often.

Time flies.
But six years is a long time. Isn't it?

Waiting for-
The Happening
The Dark Knight
Righteous Kill
Get Smart
And Mimoh's next

Should spend lesser time at work.
I think.