Weak narcissist

Despise me with all your scorn
Treat me with disdain
I judge you everyday
In every shameful way.

Hate me with all you passion
Feed me to the scavengers
I weigh you by what adorns you
By the numbers that destroy.

Love me with all your fire
Touch me, with your lips
It's a facade, my strength
I'm a weak narcissist; it's the most pitiful kind

Knock Knock

This one's original...promise!

Knock Knock
Whos there?
Noc
Noc who?
Knockturnal creature on the lose!

Again and again

You look for perspective
Horizons blur.

You look for acceptance
But hate the sight of you.

You walk in a crowd
You're still a loner.

You abdicate
The desire for redemption, remains just that.

There's no respect for you
You're only as big as your numbers.

You try to rise above them, again and again
Numbers define you, again and again

Nothings

It's amazing how much clarity of mind
A little extra sleep can give you.

Before you learn anything else in life,
Learn how to say NO

Life's a jigsaw,
Things ultimately start falling into place.
Ultimately.

Just discovered
I'm cell phone crazy.

Smelly Cat - Pheobe Buffet

(Bless the guy who wrote this)

Three, four...

Smelly Cat, Smelly Cat,
What are they feeding you?
Smelly Cat, Smelly Cat
It's not your fault

They won't take you to the vet
You're obviously not their favorite pet
Smelly Cat, Smelly Cat,
It's not your fault

You may not be a bed of roses
You're not friend to those with noses
I'll miss you before we're done
Or the world will smell as one

Smelly Cat, Smelly Cat,
What are they feeding you?
Smelly Cat, Smelly
CatIt's not your fault(Phoebe)
Oh are we done?

One, two, what's that smell?

Smelly Cat, Smelly Cat,
What are they feeding you?
Smelly Cat, Smelly Cat
You're getting fat

I think that I'm gonna be sick
It's your ears, and nose and pick
Part of it, tempt me
One, two, what's that smell?

All the dogs in the neighborhood
Are saying this for your own good
What, you're fat, so you can't run
No fun, I bet, No fun

Smelly Cat, Smelly Cat,
Porno makes you eat like that
I saw you in the shopping mall

Smelly Cat, Smelly Cat,
It's not your fault,
Smelly Cat, Smelly Cat,
It's not your fault
Smelly Cat, Smelly Cat,
It's not your fault

We know what was in your food
They say it might affect your mood

You smell like something dead (3x)

One, two, what's that smell?
(Phoebe)Yeah, that's not the song

Fear

Surrounded by invalids
Suffocation
Pity
Fear

Why do you give
And give and give?
Is it hope for redemption;
A feeble one at that?

Or is it fear
That you might turn into
What you're looking at
Death looks a little better now, doesn't it?

Are they our gateways to eternal bliss?
Guinea pigs of nature?
Do they suffer for what they send forth?
The metamorphosis of our worst fears, perhaps?

Pick of the week

Power

You don't need to justify to anybody
The things that you do.
And there's no need to
Justify that either.

You don't need to prove to anyone
That you're worth it.
You are the power
And that needs no proving too.

Deja Vu

It's one of those days
Want to write so much,
Thoughts paralyze
Just when I felt a breakthrough coming.

Deja Vu
Been meaning to say a lot of things,
To a lot of people
Time runs out
Some die on me, others waiting to.

What is it that stops me,
From being me?
Me
Me stops me from being me.

The urge is always there
To be what is intrinsic
The thrust is always there
To be as they would like me too.

Guess who wins.

Destined to become what I'm turning into?
A buffoon by instinct?
A cynic by habit?
So objective, it's almost a crime?

The absence of wild laughter;
Bereft of eyes with tears;
Looking for meaning and purpose;
...

Instinct leads me to refuge in the crowd
A lot of eyes, all so different
I am what they want me to be
Turning into a chameleon; Losing me.

What does one find solace in?
Numbers, that in retrospect
Are just numbers after all?

Deja Vu
Thoughts paralyze.
Just when I felt a breakthrough coming